I am/was a huge NFL Fan. I'm in multiple Fantasy leagues, read about the NFL 365 days a year, and this weekend will be the first since my pre-teen years that I won't watch a single minute of NFL coverage. I have no desire to manage any of my fantasy teams, or even commission my work league, nor play in the weekly office pool. I feel like a part of me has died and I'm sad. I don't think I'll ever be as "fanatical" about the NFL ever again. Come to think of it, this is how I felt when I gave up on baseball when my childhood hero, Pete Rose, was banned.